Broken by Sandra Brown

Author:Sandra Brown
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Tags: United States, Urban, African American, Genre Fiction, Literature & Fiction
Published: 2015-01-29T05:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 18

Bianca

“I CAN’T BELIEVE this bitch hasn’t come up here to see us, who do she think she is?” I can’t believe this stupid ass doctor. She is so damn gullible. Does she really think she is actually curing me? Well sorry to bust her little bubble, I am not going away ever! I damn near laughed my ass off when I begged her for more of my pills claiming that Bianca trying to take over again, when indeed I was Bianca. It was a good cover up. I took the first set of pills just to gain her trust plus she wanted to meet Ayanna and Tiny. But I did not like how the pills made me feel. I felt paralyze like I couldn’t move or speak. The last set of pills that I begged for is sitting under my tongue. She stops checking after a few times. I pretended to be sleepy every time she gave them to me. I didn’t like all the damn questions she was asking me. Dumb ass questions about my feelings with Pam, how the hell does she think I feel! I wanted to fuck her up! And my so call daddy too! He is the reason I am so fucked up right now. If he would have just left my real mother alone, she could have raised me. Instead he left me with that psycho Pam. Why would he do that knowing that Pam hated my Mother? My mother was his beautiful main women and Pam was the side chick that got the sloppy seconds. No wonder she hated me so much, I looked just like her. The therapist says that Bianca emerged when Pam revealed herself to me that was far from the truth. Bianca was with me the whole time I was getting my ass beat. I do not know when she arrived. Tiny start speaking out when she felt she needed to be brave for Ayanna and me. They were all present with me when we were lying on our backs for pam. I wasn’t the only one who start enjoying the acts, we all did. Tiny could have fought them off, but she didn’t and Ayanna did whatever they wanted with her wimpy ass! Hell I enjoyed it all! I loved the attention that I got from them. We felt needed and loved. They said we were beautiful in fact they told us we were beautiful, more beautiful than Pam. They snuck and gave us money. We never told pam. Eventually, I told the counselor whatever I thought she needed to hear. We all did. Tiny did not object, she wanted to get out of here just as much as Ayanna did. We were constricted and I hated not having freedom. I will do what I have to do to get out of here. I can’t believe that Asia is ignoring me. I must admit it hurts like a son of a bitch. I’m sure ole lard ass is preventing her not to come and visit me.

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